The next we have

lets proceed

to give u what u need

*music on*

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away~

Back off

Dear you,
yes,this goes out to you
stop that irritating face
before this, you're just a piece of clot
used,chewed, and spit out
lifted,only to be thrown away
enough with the arrogance
i'm sick of it
but hey
we all are knocked down
but only you got washed away

Hi there

Listening to : Yesterday, Toni Braxton

My mind completely went into circuit, absolutely in the middle of nowhere.

Mood : Bruises 

It’s been awhile n awhile since I left u bloggy! U’re dusty now..sorry,my bad.*urgh

Many things happened all these days and it kept reminding me on hows life doesn’t supposed as we want it to be.(-.-)

Lesson learnt:

First, all the things happened in Mesir really worry me. It keeps questioned my mind on how long ppl’s there want to live their life like that? The govt blocked all the connections, phone, and internet n sort of things. My family couldn’t contact my brother’s there and that bloody pm is insanely decided to downsize all the cabinets? Huh? c’mon, think wisely ppl. That doesn’t change anything unless u steps down n give way for a new 1. I was wondering why M’sia govt doesn’t want to bring Malaysians lived there back to Malaysia? I should take a deep n full of meaningful thought on that. *sigh

Second, the thought of coming home and I will have a rest for the whole week is so no no dream. We’re having a function at my house and I will be busy gearing on almost everything since I’m the only one child at the age >20.*pissed off

Next, my neighbor aka my mom’s best friend died and what surprised us was she doesn’t show any sign of unhealthy-ness in front of us. May Allah bless her always. (Innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun)

Then, I bought a blackberry and I thought that gismo thing will complete me with my “gadget freak” habit. Guess what? NOT AT ALL,fullstop. I’ve been thinking n dreaming about an ipad now.*eyes drooling

That’s the quick updates from me.

Will update soon(;

Man U vs Chelsea

neither am i am a fan of Manchester United or Chelsea,but i went to the mamak corner to watch for this league...('.')?...muahaha...

to be honest the last time i've been addicted to football thing is on year'02 when it was FIFA world cup season...
i was like whooooo~
i am a maniac falling in love with Ronaldo at dat time =)
my emotion completely went in short circuit arguing whos the best with my brother.....hahaha...

*big sigh

i've recall,it was an unforgettable moment since i've watched that with my family members all around me..(;

today i am so weird *like a mesh(; that i've watched the football thing......again!
hahahah...=0

the first minutes of 10+ was moving insanely slow like i'm going streesed out...and moving to the minutes of 20sumthing,1st GOAL for Chelsea! yeah!!!
haha...seems like i'm supporting chelsea but i'm in the middle of supporting both of them...since chelsea did the goal 1st,then why dont i choose them?....=)

believe me,i'm not a good commentator as martin tyler did..then stop now rather than regretting reading on this bloody sport report by me.hahaha..
the first goal was made by Joe cole...
hurmm..quite intresting already n i'm feeling as fresh as just getting out of fridge...

*putting my position better on the chair
even i still in my crabby mood(;
my mind sparkling in and out and my eyes rolling as i'm gonna catch that ball..hahhaah..
bla3.....

and the end of the match, result was?
chelsea beats ManU with 2-1..
yeah,feeling really satisfied then=)
even i'm not even know what was foul,offside and all those crappy thing..hehhehe...

fav player for today??
:Drogba....=)
new word?
:yellow card...haha

phewwwwwh!....that's it   -_-"

............

Lime

listening to: one less lonely girl-justin bieber;do i-luke bryan
my hair twisted into a knot in a black tee with 'saya sayang mak saya' written on it.
mood: painful emotion (*=*)

i plan to sleep n dreaming before midnight...
zzzz.....
oh....no...cant sleep though...wargh!
why i keep on writing on this bloody blog when i have one of my OWN..i feels like cheating and feeling guilty like i'm having an affair =p or the 1st stages of flirting when you meet someone..

actually,there's another reason why i keep on writing on this bloody blog..:)
there's difference between being an adult and growing up i think.
thinking i'm an adult is really chilling me up..
i'm stil growing up and i know what i did in my life is all in the process of learning and learning and continues till the end of my life..
sumhow an adult still got more to learn and it doesnt necessarily cames from the older one,a kiddo would do too..

i managed to know dis 5year old girl and i was so amazed on how she can be so independent..(0_0)..she's helping out her family by putting her best effort for the sake of her family.
AISI, she's taught me a little bit bout dis miserly life..

And i got very s**k up wif dis guy!
go to hell with your story..i'm not here and acting like stupid person
listening to your *blablabla....
anymore?..fullstop!
i'ts 2am now,n we're still sms-ing stupid thing."of course it make me angrier"
ok,i'm done now...stop sms-ing me asking me to do this and that..helloooo..who's the boss here?

*big real sigh

song now: king and queens-30seconds to mars
feeling:sleepy yet angry.

ok2..i'm done now.goodnight...(^o^)..

cascade

location:in front of my pink erstwhile laptop
listening to:when you look me in the eyes
mood:em0 '._.'
ermmm...my mom is wathching her fave tv show,the oprah show...(lyke her show too but i'm not in mood rite now)=p
since this is the 1st time i wrote a blog...
dunno what to write actually..
lalalala.....=)

i'm writing this for the sake of clarity...i havnt been online for quite a long time o friendsters...bout 4-5 months i think since i've been addictive to facebook...hehe...
i just wondering how's my life will be in the next 5years.
married?having 5children?
OMG!cant wait when i will be a woman..;) (real woman is what i meant lol)
being a real 'superwoman' is lyke a sort of greatest achievement in my life..
having a great career...and a man who really understands every single thing i did..
i dont like fiddling around and serios bout what it takes to be serious..
but i do love joking with my friends,wan,hana,yat,amie,k.long....

nvmind...
got to go...