Sunday, July 25, 2010


listening to: impossible-Shontelle.(pretty enough to describe the stupid feeling right now)

mood : dont know ('.')??

wearing : borrowed t-shirt from yat(thanks yat!)

i dont have any issues rite now, thank god!

except a tiny niggling of unsatisfaction =/

sheeeshh! i hate it when people flaunt out their high and might-i-ness on me

get a grip

my life is cooler then your,so xpyh kecoh la..

actually, i have this big issue of flaunting around authority

HAHA . i can practically see my bffs rolling around on the floor :/

but technically , i do have my moments of self doubt
*what a crap

but mummy taught me to just bulldoze my way into greatness , and whatever i strive for , work for , i'll get it 

so its a matter of mindset

i’d go really really deep into what im feeling right now

but honestly nothing is stirring in the deep depths of the archives of my very own personal teen angst .

im happy as i am right now (;

i'm done,goodnite!

Saturday, July 10, 2010


Un-satisfaction is ..

1. the unknown

2. the useless known

3. the hopeless known ..

4. and knowing that im just typing out the words as it comes from my head without meaning

haha im actually a nice , stable person . its went situations are testy that i get prickly..


right now . maybe its jst me ._.’ it eats you up and you don’t know what to do because you can’t really do anything . and it gets you . grr . the unknown , unplanned , uncharted . analogy - like missing the last formula to an addmath equation ; not being able to msg your friend because your phone is cranky (ish !) sigh ; forgetting something just a the tip of your tongue ; and wishing that something might happen but not knowing if it is ever going to or not , and when will it happen ..

im not a quitter ! but i dont know where this is going so i dont know what im working towards and ..

and maybe im too demanding . hmp . but is it so much to ask when all i want is ,

when all i want is a bit privacy for myself..thanks.