Life as we know it

Here how it goes,
no matter how much i try to forget, u're still coming into my dreams and it turns out into a nightmare
and i hate it

what can i say

if youre it, youre it

i try time and again to see you in a different light..

with eyes untainted by social perception..

unheard of gossip and hate-speech..

but damn!!

you just had to go get in my face again..

cant you just leave quietly.. tail between legs..

i mean, seriously..

you ass has been handed to you the last time..

and you still have the nerve to show that snotty nose of yours..

claiming to still be on top when it is soo clear that you cant take the view..

please..

just please..

at the end of it

dont pretend like its your decision to leave

because we all know that its u who cant afford to stay..

Phase

When it started
I thought it will gonna be ok
At least,I have that thought
None now
Yes, I had zero
For having that fantasy
I'm not blaming u
Me neither
It is just a matter of time
But,mine could be
My mistakes
Or yours
Does it matters now?
No,totally
I've striving all these time
To make the best of it, everytime
Seems like u're just part time person
Come n go as you please
Denying your right? No, not at all
Sounds snobbish? So be it
But yet I'm none of your friend who's the only one having that right
I'm left out and toying around all these time
But hey thanks
Now that I know,
Who's the one worth crying n who's not
I can't promise you a perfect relationship
But I can promise you is that as long as we're trying,
Then i'm staying

Back off

Dear you,
yes,this goes out to you
stop that irritating face
before this, you're just a piece of clot
used,chewed, and spit out
lifted,only to be thrown away
enough with the arrogance
i'm sick of it
but hey
we all are knocked down
but only you got washed away

As ur wish

i wish i didn't care
i wish it didn't matter
i wish i was happy
i wish i had money
i wish i was pretty
i wish i could sleep at night
i wish i could enjoyed my life
i wish i could just enjoyed my food
i wish u meant it
i wish i meant it
i wish i was different
i wish i know what i'm writing rite now..

Agony

its really hard to explain to you and come out with the right words
everything just came out twisted and screwed up
but please, u know that i care more than you ever had in mind
and u know what..
i didnt mean to play around and get stuck with new one
damn it
if u think otherwise
our ego is big enough to act that this is all about us
please..
dont screw this up over what we had done b4...